Chaotic

Though its been some time can't for get what you have said, 

you still break me down and make me feel so dead.

 Why can't you just say what is going on, 

I feel like you're not there i feel that you are gone. 

You say one thing and do another god it breaks my heart, 

tearing me asunder and breaking me apart. 

When can i breath when can I get out, 

when will you hear me do I have to shout. 

I'v done for you more then I'v done before, 

yet you take me down and burn me to my core. 

All the words you say nothing do you mean, 

I have shown you more then any ones ever seen. 

I am just so mad at all that you have done, 

I want away from you i just wanna run. 

Please just tell me now please just let me go, 

please just tell me something my god just let me know. 

I can't keep this up my holding onto you, 

I wanna break me free and feel like I am new. 

The fire gets so hot the fire in my soul, 

burning me with hate burning just like coal. 

As I burn you watch soon I am to die, 

smile on your face as you know I cry. 

Shatter me a thousand times push me to the line, 

you know I'm lost in hell you know that I'm not fine. 

I am lost to you and you are lost and blind, 

I am the light for you the light you have to find. 

I'm reaching out my hand so find me in this hell, 

if you grab a hold my secrets I will tell. 

I don't give a damn what you want to do, 

just please tell now I'm am sick of loving you. 

Tear me down to nothing as I was before, 

what did I expect from you I should not have wanted more.