The day she said enough

Pulling pushing control her mind,
Forget that fact that she is kind.
Take advantage take her hope,
Make a noose tie the rope.
Make her suffer steal her air,
Stop her from going anywhere.
Hold her back to benefit you all,
And let her down watch her fall.
Use her,
Abuse her,
Accuse her,
Refuse her,
The more you keep pushing the faster you lose her.
Push her pull her kill her inside,
Take all she is and destroy her pride.
Use her up like useless trash,
Use her up till she's nothing but ash.
You take advantage and tell her to be tough,
But it's about time that she says enough.
Enough with the sorrow enough with the pain,
Enough is enough I'm going insane.
Enough with the hate enough using me,
Enough is enough I set myself free.
Enough hoping that I'm always there,
Enough is enough I no longer care.
Enough holding me back I'll soar to the top,
Enough is enough so it's going to stop.

As I walk

As I walk I walk alone,

Feeling like I am but stone.

Though I miss what once was mine,

I still stand here and I shine.

Yet I know I love this place, 

I still feel I have no face.

Missing all that once was there,

I shouldn't sulk I shouldn't care.

As I walk I walk with tears,

Feeling alone my greatest fears.

As I walk I walk alone,

Soon I hope I am not stone.        

the hoe not the bro

My being selfish gets the best of me but, 

it's hard to just let things be as they are, 

it's hard to be open about my feelings when i don't want to hurt any one elses but, 

it's also hard to just sit back... 

they say bros before hoes, 

well i'm sick of being the hoe just cos i'm a girl and love some one, 

can i be first for a day or just a morning before work, 

10 minute after work, 

can i not be the hoe in your life just the girl, 

can you say something and mean it, 

can we go some where other then the gas station, 

can we have an us day just one day with only you and me, 

can we not make this a deja vu of my past, 

i'm not asking for money, 

cloths, 

jewelry, 

just some time with you, 

i don't want to bitch about it cos i don't have the right i'm a hoe and hes a bro.

And I Truly Break

Can no one see me who I am,

all my friends don't give a damn.

Killing me so much inside,

killing me I have died.

Lost me and I quickly fell,

back into the burning hell.

Watch me fade so far away,

watch me die in ever way.

Drop me down so very far,

just cut me deeper leave a scar.

Like you even give a shit,

I am done just done with it.

Why'd they let me fall alone,

why is it that now i'm stone.

Take me down done with the fight,

guess all along you all where right,

I am weak no more am I,

I mean you did just let me die.  

Don't feel bad not for me,

cos it takes this much for you to see.

As I drink and fall once more,

you have already closed the door.

So don't even try after all my waiting,

cos you weren't there when I was fading. 

Now I'm gone no longer me,

so now let me go just let me be.

All the pain that I feel,

just know now its not even real.

I leave you all in the past,

cos i guess that i'm not meant to last.

No more care left in me,

not a single piece to see.

So one more time I am done,

sick of dealing with every one. 

Cos I am really alone...

My old work part 8 (final)

I stand tall and hold all my pain,

I stand tall for strength I will gain.

I stand tall with tears on my face,

I stand tall and hold my place.

I stand tall when no one is there,

I stand tall when life is not fare.

I stand tall with pain in my heart,

I stand tall when I'm ripped apart.

I stand tall with an empty hand,

I stand tall when I'm down in the sand.

I can be strong if I really try,

 for if I don’t I know I’ll die.

My old work part 7

All my pain has come from u, 

crying is all you want me to do. 

All you do is cheat on me, 

you love how I'm so unhappy. 

You make me feel so much pain, 

you want to drive me insane. 

With my tears drenching my face, 

you try to keep me in my place. 

You cant even see what you'v done wrong, 

you think to you I will always belong. 

I am nothing but an object to you, 

put in a box with the girls you go through. 

to think I thought you where my shining stare, 

I'm learning to hate u for who you are. 

You don't see me as your loving wife, 

just a trophy in your life.   

You say you love me so very much, 

but other girls is all you'll touch. 

My old work part 6

I feel uncontrollable anger, 

to my self I am a stranger.

How can I feel so damn sad, 

I close my eyes and feel so bad.

What do I feel these feeling for, 

I drop to my knees on the ice cold floor.

I feel my cracked and broken heart, 

as I sit and fall apart.

Feeling hate and feeling love,

yet falling from this tower above. 

This is how I die in side.